The stars must have aligned in a new way for me last week as the universe delivered my first live interview on the news and a news story. Here’s the link to the news story that I will update once I get a copy of both segments.

Empowering Women Interview from last Sunday (click on the link and scroll down the videos on the right).

The other news story will air Monday, May 11th at 10:00 pm and possibly on the morning show the next day. It’s on sleep deprivation as I share my own challenges with sleep and my nervous system disorder as well as how Life Cultivation can help people clear stress and sleep better as well. Eric Collins (the amazing brother of my friend Leanne see below) also took footage in my office and walking on the beach so it should be a fun one with probably a little “too much information” about me.

I will never forget this week, these opportunities and the deep letting go that created the heart of my experience. Even the day of the live interview was about letting go and just being there. Prior to going on I shared the Green Room with a group from Project Concern International. There was Shawn (a co-worker of my friend Uli, another coincidence) a woman from Saks 5th Avenue and two young models. They has all this time chit-chatting and then at the last minute they got called and one of the models could not find her purse. She flipped out so I calmly got up and went to a bag, pulled it out, and gave it to her. Off she went. Then it came time for my interview. They came to get me and we walked out to the set. I realized I had extra time so I asked if I could go get my notes. I went back to the Green Room and it was locked. I knew then my only job was to be present so I went back on set and sat quietly. Courtney came out and sat with me then got up to grab her notes. She sat down and we were on. She was caught off guard and her microphone was not on. She recovered (of course) and afterward she thanked me for being so calm - who’d a thought? But then again that’s my job if life now. It’s no longer about me - I am just a space for being and for people to expand, grow, breakdown or whatever they need to do. It was perfect and divine timing and I am crystal clear that from this point forward, it is about me being of service to others in every way. Let’s not forget that what the segment was about was the Divine Feminine — Shakti Rising and my book
Chameleon Butterfly Dragonfly.

You always hear that letting go is powerful but how do you do it? How can you let go without your ego going wild yelling, “You can’t be carefree, you can’t stop obsessing about what you want, all hell will break loose if you don’t manage every detail of your life.” Well now I’ve experienced first hand how letting go gives way to joy and joy gives way to synchronicity and that you just don’t have to work as hard as we’ve become accustomed to.

How did this all happen? Here’s the skinny on how all of this came to be. Many months ago, while walking on the beach in Del Mar, I reconnected with a beautiful woman I know named Leanne Collins. We must have passed each other on the beach five or more times in the course of a few months - it became very obvious we were suppose to connect.

We did indeed connect on many levels and through mutual support and admiration for one another, Leanne introduced me to her amazing brother Eric Collins with Fox Channel 6 and in turn Courtney Dwyer also a reporter and anchor with the station.

In the midst of a week where I was completely overwhelmed with full time mommyhood and a travelling husband and grandparents — I chose to completely let go of all expectations and just enjoy the chaos and of course the time with my son.

Is it an accident that in the next few days of letting go not one but two T.V. interview opportunities showed up? I know without a doubt it was the deep level of letting go I chose and the joy I experienced in doing so that opened up these opportunities.

I will be making letting go part of my daily life - it feels so amazing!! Second best to the day I vowed never to wear panty hose again!! I am free…want to join me? Share your stories of letting go with us.

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